Yesterday was a hard day for me and Saturday was too. On Saturday I went over 240 calories with my food. That was discouraging. I hate how I can get so pumped about doing something and then it gets hard and I just want to give up. I am not going to give up. Today is a new day, this is a new week and I refuse to let one bad weekend food wise mess up my goal!!!!! I want to look good in my dress. I want to shock everyone the day of my wedding when I come down the aisle. I know I can do this. I know that I can be thin and healthy. Some days are just so much harder than others.
Saturday I had a perfect oatmeal with a croissant for breakfast. For lunch I had Taco Bell which was wasn't a great choice. I was starving after the event. During the event at work I had about 7-8 rosemary potatoes and a sugar cookie. The food at the event just looked gross! So after the event which was around 2 I was starving. I had a fresco soft taco and a crunch wrap supreme and a lemonade. For dinner I went to Applebees and I had the Oriental Chicken Salad. I only ate half it. Sadly though I went over in my calories.
Sunday wasn't a much better day. I had tater tots for breakfast with a lemonade. Then for lunch I had a breakfast burrito and for dinner I had a steak with a baked potato and garlic bread. Not a successful day. Oh I only have half of the steak though. I couldn't eat the whole thing. Then when I went to Rite Aid for my future mother in law who wanted ice-cream I resisted the urge to get any. There are 2 reasons, 1) I am lactose intolerant so it would have killed me! 2) I didn't need to add anything else to my already bad eating for the weekend.
I can say on a positive I have not had a soda now going on 3 weeks. It has been so hard not to give in and just have one soda. However, I know that one soda turns into 2 or 3 or even more. I can't let myself fall into that trap again. I have been drinking mostly tea and water and every now and again I have a lemonade just just switch it up here and there. I would kill for a Dr. Pepper but I know it's my downfall so I won't do it!!!
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