Haven't Done So Well So Far

"Think about the wedding dress!" - Heather King

So I started my whole "going to get fit" plan and yeah it's been hard already. The one thing I have kept up with is the fact that I have had no soda. It sucks! Let me tell you!!! I miss my Dr. Pepper!!!! Yesterday, I was up stairs with my supervisor and we were getting her and my other co worker a soda. I thought, "hey this is kind of cruel to take the girl who has given up soda up to get soda when she can't have one!!!" However, I resisted the urge as well as hearing my friend Cherice tell me as I walked out the door that I was not going to have any soda!

So as Heather said, "THINK ABOUT THE WEDDING DRESS!" Today I went to lunch and didn't do so good. I will say that in some ways this is helping because even though I did order crappy food I felt bad for it because I thought, "uh oh now I have to post!" EEEK! So there is no Monday. There is only TODAY! So I am going to stay strong.

I am going up the hill to see my fiance and I am going to stay strong. I am not going to eat like crap. I am going to find healthy stuff to eat. We are going to the movies tonight. I will get a bottle of water since they don't serve iced tea. I am going to do this! I am going to be thin!!! The only person standing in my way is me! I have to step aside and remember that I can do this!!!!

So here is to another day and another chance!!!!

PS. Thanks Heather for checking in with me and for yelling at me! It helped! :)