So lately I have been struggling with blogging as well as making sure I eat well and lose the weight I need to lose for my wedding. I hit this huge brick wall head first and have had a hard time getting over it. On a positive note I have stayed the same weight the last 2 weeks. While I would like to go down in numbers it is nice to not see the scale move up. Over the weekend I did my best to watch what I was eating. I have realized that if food does not look appetizing I will not eat it. I met some friends for dinner on Saturday at the El Toritto Grill in Brea. I got the steak nachos it was a small portion. Well I didn't realize that they were going to have black chips, black beans and steak on it. An all black meal is not appealing to the eye. I didn't eat it all. It just wasn't looking all to great. Sunday I went to Sizzler and stuck mostly with the salad. Luckily I am not a huge fan of Sizzler so making sure to not eat a lot was easy. Yesterday I didn't eat much either. I had a crunchwrap for lunch from Taco Bell. Then for dinner I went to a pampered chef party where they made fajitas. That is the one type of Mexican food I don't like. However, I tried it but didn't eat that much of it. I wasn't very hungry anyways. It was kind of fun to learn about all the ways you can cook and how much healthier it is.
I am actually really looking forward to get getting married and being able to cook in my own home and buy the food I want to go buy. One of the hardest parts of living at home is if I buy stuff for home my Papa gets al up in arms because it takes up room in the fridge. It drives me buts. Well the other day, Kimmy and I went shopping and I bought myself some meals that if I don't like what Nanny and Papa are having for dinner I can make it instead because it is healthier. It is funny but sad but sometimes they forget that I need to lose weight. They ride me about how heavy I am but then make dinners full of bad carbs and horrible choices. Then when I make a face about eating it they get mad. However, I am supposed to lose weight. So this way I am able to make something if I know that what they are having isn't good for me.
So today is a new day. Yesterday I had a terrible migraine which may be a reason why I didn't want to eat anything. That actually helps but the migraine sucks. I woke up with it but I pushed through the day. Well, truth is I found out no one from my department was going to be in at work and I knew I had to go in so I got dressed and went in anyways. It was a rough day.
This morning I am having a Starbucks Perfect Oatmeal with brown sugar topping. Yummy!!!! :) For lunch I had a lean cuisine (4 cheese tortellini with green beans) and a Fiber One 90 calorie bar and an iced tea unsweetened. I also have a 130 calorie pack of sweet popcorn as a snack. :)
